Damn... 3 more weeks to showdays...

Unpredictable...

The death of michael jackson definitely blow some of us away... It was sudden and no one expected it to happen...

It reminds me of the coming of the Lord could be as sudden as that... Things always happen unpredicatably... things you anticipate usually do not happen and things that never come across your mind always pop by... This is life...

Today, JL finally threw his letter... It's good that he has found a better road for himself... and now it's only LL and myself... Frankly speaking, after TN left, I already lost mood in working... And now, I guess the worst is to come...

Mistakes are not intentional... it just happen and you didn't notice... who to blame but yourself of not being meticulous enuff... sometimes, I just hope to be appreciated a little more... but when your reputation had gone down the drain... No matter what you do or say, it's hard for you to change one's impression of you...

My time will come when i change the perspective of them... Behold yea...

Emo-ing

It's been sometime since I blogged... Been busy at work lately and having frequent headaches... sometimes I'm afraid that I might get a head tumour or something like that... * Ok... I'm thinking too much again*

Negative thoughts were often entertain through out the sleepless nights and cause me to emo even more... manz... It's time to learn... Its not easy and yet not that difficult... but fairy seems to take a longer time than others to learn...

Mama's heart broken...

Please keep Pie in prayer!!! At this point of time, she must be on the operation table... If she is allergy to the anesthesia drug, she may DIE!!!

My heart is extremely heavy when the vet says that she has to undergo an operation for her legs... And she will be a three-legged hamster... Sob... = (

* Mama loves you...

Sickly Fairy...

As years pass, I guess my body has become weaker... I am on my 2 days MC at home lying and sleeping... Sis was sicked last weekend and she was kind of like coach-ridden... Luckily, I am feeling better now to at least sit in front of my lappy to type something...

On Tuesday evening, I felt a tingling pain in my tummy which I tout it could just be some indigestion problem... Late in the night, my head was seriously utterly so painful that I can't sleep tout I am super tired!!! Believe it a not, my cheeks still hurt cos of the headache... I was tossing and flipping and everything you can think of on the bed... Then I developed a fever with aches in very single part of my body... It felt sucky plus the numerous calls from "some" people where they do not understand that when someone's on MC, she needs ample rest!!!

On the second night, I tout things might have got better but I experienced diarrhoea late in the night... Manz...

It was a hell of a time... I hope I will never get so sickly ever!!!