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After the trip, I have to wash the dishes everyday... Help my dad for the entire weekend... I really really really hate to help out at the stall... My dad is the number 1 hardest person to work with.... I rather work 7 days a week in office rather than help out my dad... Haiz... I reallly hope to move out someday... Like my brother is really having a good life now... Though he is not married yet, but he lives in his gf house wit his future MIL to help him in dishes and he do not need to help my dad any more...

I really pray to be contented... I need the wisdom to be smart as well... I felt that sometimes I really do things without using my brains, and after the big effort I put in, everything gone to a waste... Sometimes, i do look up to my boss for that...

Sometimes, I wonder where did I misplace my brains... I felt really stupid... and useless...

things have not been good since I came back from Thailand.... Why some people just like to make use of another person... why... can people like that tell me? is it so good abt it... It means nothing to you but it has done a irreversible thing in my heart...

Call me stupid... Blame me stupid....

I hate people like you...

Thailand is just awesome...

I'm Back!!! Touch down in Singapore last mid night... It was a tired but fruitful trip! The gals bought stuff as if those are FOC... I spend like 900 SGD in total ( inclusive of flight , accomodation and expenses) Hooo.. However, I felt that the trip was a great and enjoyable one though we walk until our legs rot...

We felt that chatuchak was a great place however it was raining when we got there and we did not manage to finish our shopping there... We were suppose to stay at Baiyoke Boutique but they upgraded us to Baiyoke Suite which we aren't very happy abt it... The services of Baiyoke hotel and their staff are not really impressive... Everything is about money... Unlike my last stay at Eastin 3 years back (it was still a 3 star hotel then) their services are unconditional... where they treat all their customers with genuine smiles and go all out for them... A huge disppointment for the hotel at Baiyoke... (at least the room is big and cover that lack in them)

Baiyoke is located just in front of Pratunam and just few mins walk to Platimum Mall... It was a cool location and with maximum accesibility... But Chatuchap offers more special stuff all in all ( though prices are at a higher end compared to Pratunam...

Suan Luan was just as good... Prices were indeed much higer but certain goods are still worth the buy...

And MBK, we spend quite a lot of time there too... TNL bought a blackberry there, and we had our phone crystalise there too... Wooo... really kool...

I guess I won't buy any more stuff until my next trip to Taiwan... Hehe...

Well... After this I have to wait for my bonus le... Haiz... After the trip, I am in lack now... Yea, plus my 600 bucks iPhone, I would have spent 1000+

Well, 1 more thing... we met this eerie artist at Suan Luan which gave us all a creep...I shall not go into the details...

anyway, spotted lots of cute boys there... I really like Thailand a lot and hope that I can find a good Thai boy to marry to... Hehe... But I think the chances are slim...

Gotta go... Tomorrow I be back in office slogging again...

BKK.. Here I come...

Flying to BKK in another 12 -13 hours... Hoo... So excited.... Finally I can have a break from the hectic life in Singapore...

After the rain, there's always a rainbow???

The Japan show is finally over!!! BUT... I am still OT-ing for the report... Japanese are very very particular.. However, the one we worked with is more than that...Anyway, I dun feel like talking it... This small fair is a very tedious one.. maybe it's our first time doing a business matching session in Singapore... And it proves hard!!! Plus with Japanese... i am totally baycotting working with them... Hmmm.. Alright, maybe only not with "him"...

Alrights, small fly won't earn more with just a mere show.... ( a tedious one)

After this Japan show, the only reward after this freaking rocky race is their fantastic food which they brought from japan... We got some cream rolls and veg balls from them... BUT this BRINGS MY BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT OF THE YEAR!!!!

Boss and his family ate all the cream rolls becos he says it expires over the weekend... WTH... I dun care abt the veg balls!!! I just want the Cream Rolls!!!! I waited and i felt so angry or rather "buay gan muan" That feeling is just indescriptable... U know Japan Pastry fillled with lots of cream!!! They are the BEST!!! It is so long that I felt like that... since i was a kid... I guess.. It's like leaving your favorite chicken part to eat last and in the end, it dropped onto the floor... It just this feeling!!!

I think the only way to kill this feeling is to stab a knife into my heart... Haiz... I am so so .....................................

My CREAM ROLLS!!!!

My CREAM ROLLS!!!!

I am not expecting a lot for my bonus... I am prepared for another disappointment.. I understand last year's show was not very good... But i hope boss consider only the 4 of us finsih the show... Which IS A GREAT DEAL...

It's only the begining of 2010 and so many unhappy things happened... I hope things get better after CNY... If God is really here... and astrology are fake... Please show me!!!!

iPhone is always on my mind... went Vivo to transfer my M1 line to Singtel.. It was good to see no Q in the singtel dealer shop... I got all documents ready to proceed all the necessity... I even got MY BRO'S IC WITH Me!!!.. when the staff told me that I got black listed by them cos I got unpaied bills...

And this boils down to CC!!!! Stupid CC, still can act blurred... In case u dun know, I sign a residential line for CC years way back as he is from China... And he ran away leaving my name in debts!!! WTF... i am never gotta trust Chinese... i meant Chinese Chinese... not Singapore Chinese... I am not a sterotype... CC, you made me!!!

right! how bad can it go....

After the rain, there's always a rainbow??? How much I can believe in it....


MY CREAM ROLLS....

Today I almost cried cos I accidently deleted my scedules for the show day after tomorrow!!! And... I have to re-do everything...

I am so stress at work becos the show is next week... I hate the way they demand...

I know the zodiac thingy saying that this new year would be tough and tedious... alright i am very superstitions lately...I just hope things get better...

One of my resolution this year is able to overcome it...

Goodness...

Did you watch news last night? well I didn't , I got to know it thru today's newpaper... There had been an accident after the countdown on Thurs... a motorcycle skipped at PIE near clementi.. The lady rider is only 22 and is in the ICU now while the pillon who is a lady, 20 dead at the scene 25 mins after the accident... when I heard the news, it struck me... I think I am giving up on my bike lessons le.. I dun wanna die so young...

Waste 200 dollars on the lessons and $39 for the helmet... But I guess my safety is important as well..

I am making my 2010 resolutions now...

I am going to make it happen no matter wat...