Sorry Folks... Was too busy to blog recently... As per promise.... huixian.. Here's the link.. Nice puppets.. But a little * Hmmm*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_0-3UnISJA

Life's short...

Had just finish reading Celine's blog. Can't deny, i did cried a little after reading her lastest post on the death of her coursin. After reading, a sense of urgency did came to me that life is indeed short. Sometimes, we really need to cherish and express our love to our loves ones.

I admit that i failed badly in this area. Fairy's someone with high ego and pride. Saying "I love you" is one thing i have never say to my parents. Showing care to my loves ones is another area i fail to fulfill. Sometimes, i do hate myself for not doing things i ought to do. I don have the guts.

I know i should help, i know i should not shout, i know i should obey but all this, i fail doing so.. I shouted at my mum when i am frustrated, i stood there watching when i should go over to help, i went off while i should stay..

From the bottom of my heart, i really want to show how much i care for them but this "pai say " feeling held me back..

I do admire Celine for having a great childhood. I hated my life before i am 18. I find it my responsibility to meet people's expectations. I hated school. I hate to study. I want to go out, i want dolls, i want pollypocket.
But i always get double of what i do not want and get none of what i wanted.. Getting what i wanted is so hard..
When i was in my primary school days, i hated school. I never get top in class but always the last few. Teachers never seem to care.. Every weekends, others will go out with their parents. Either to zoo or some fun places, but i need to wake up early to my uncle's place to have a 12 hour tuition. Damn it!! I hated to study!! Therfore i always cheated, i will always copy the answers behind the assesment books. I use to play with cars and train when i was young because i get to play the toys pass down from my brother.. I long to play my own toys. I have my own toys, but its rare..
Sometimes, i don't know why am i born in this world for? Living for others.. Making others happy, thinking that they knew wat's best for me.. But they never knew how i felt.. I felt like dying.. Jumping off from westin..

Like a rubber band, when a tension is given to a side, it tends to bounch back to the other way.. Likewise is human life..
Now i buy many toys.. I come back home late.. I work for what i want.. Not what others want me to be.. But what i am convicted to be..
In this way, i am happier, i prefer living life this way...

Beyond Rocks!!!

Does new things always brings excitment? Probably... Had been playing my new guitar for the past few days, for hours.. Had been going into Youtube, loading Beyond's live concert to watch.. Cool!!! Just love seeing them so much... esp the basser and guitarist... Wooo..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kjnf_95XWLE

Cool Taggy!!!

Finally... My own Taggy is up!! Pls tag me!! Any one!!! Just Tag me!!!! Haha!! Sounds so desperate.. Haha.. Anyways..Today had a long and busi day.. Really sad to hear certain news abt Celine's coursin.. Really must pray for him, think this kind of things is not up to wat we can do le but to wat HE can do.. Don worry.. Let's keep him in prayers.. God work wonders..

When to Peninsular to look for a guitar.. Not much choice, so Clarence suggested that we go to Bras Brasar to look for more choice.. Got to Swee Leng, then to our surprise... we saw Veronica!!! Wow... Cool.. She works there full time.. Cool.. Next time can go there to look for her liao... Then maybe also have staff discount.. Hehe.. *Evil Grin*

Reach home happily to tune the guitar.. But to my surprise!! The last two strings are rusty!!! *Arghhh....* Kena again... Then cannot tune properly cos strings are rusty.. Or maybe my tunning skill lousy.. HAha.. Nvm tml ask my sister to go westmall buy cum tune string... Hee...Whooo.. Yeah.. Still very happy... Got a guitar with clear and sharp sound.. Woo.. at only $72...

Time for my beauty sleep... Tml still need to work.. See ya folks soon..

*Thoughts: Resolutions Of The Year 2007*

Happy 2007!!!

Wow... Its 2007 already.. 2007 will surely be a greater year ahead i believe.. I couldn't denied that i was having quite a little problem in 2006.. but God is still good, thru the bad times, He still places many great sisters and friends around me.. I really want to thank them for standing with me thru this tough times... Thank you!!!
Yesterday when to Sentosa, Palawan beach to count down 2007.. Of cos, its not as happening in Siloso but still we really did enjoy there.. Really very happy... Here'a a link to see photos of my Erine and Bert having a great and Romantic time at the beach..
http://shelbychua.blogs.friendster.com/photos/sentosa_countdown/
Think i am really getting older.. Used to be able to dawn till morning but nowadays i need to catch some sleep.. Can't manage to stay awake..
Play games.. Eat cake.. Eat tuna.. Talk... and bla bla bla.. Woo... So funny esp the game, " chop chilli chop.. Play long le very tiring but quite fun...
Cheers to All... Have a great year ahead!!!