Monday, May 31, 2010

If the situation won't change for you, then change yourself... That's always the case...

If you try too hard to make things happen, it wouldn't happen and ultimately, it may even cause problems to people around you... Because you are too into making the situation to turn into the way you want... Then you will take people for granted... And expect people to understand what the hell you are doing and in the end everyone around have to change themselves for you.. And everyone begins to change (better for some, worst for some) and you wonder why... by then it will be too late... But hack you care... Becos you don't care...

Friday, May 21, 2010

Happy movies

I am loading Shrek 3 now.. watching it in a while time.. So excited...

Monday, May 17, 2010

With hope...

I really am very sick and tired and really wanted to quit my job... I needed a break... A break from everything... I just felt like leaving everything and staying home which I think it will help... But is that a mean of avoiding, running away... In hard times, God showed me that I am not that tough after all... even in my worst days in WT, I withstand all criticism, all slanter, all back stabbing moments... I didn't cry at all.. Until my supervisor left.. Okay, I have no idea why I cried... She back stabbed me too...she didn't believe I can do it... Back then, no one trusted me... And I felt lousy... But I am so strong to go on then... I always believe that I can do it...

But now, It seems like it's harder to get thru... where have the fairy gone to? I dun know.. But I think I will still try and wait for my rainbow to come...

All the characters in dramas and movies have their troubles and problems but after the trials, they see rainbow... Things turn out well after all... I hope to enjoy that moment of joy... But without trails, how would I know that there's a rainbow... LOL.. I guess I have to wait and enjoy the process... The moulding is not easy but yet I think God will not give me things I cannot handle...

And after this, I can shout to you that... I have pass the test...

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Dad bought the new Magnum Gold... It taste really really good... But its super ex lor..

Celebrated Mother's day and dad's birthday on friday.. Yes, we were like 1 week late but at least no crowd... Better quality of food too I supposed... we went dian xiao er at Lot 1 and had Ice cream at MOF after that... Mom say that MOF is Ministry of Offence... LOL.. Super funny... Then will be MOO liao... MOO....

Pictures should be up soon.. :) I hope I can give you wat I promise.. I realise I have posted any pics of my short hair yet...

I watch the 3 Spiderman episode... And I learn some moral from the movie... Man.. I love shows like that...

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Faith

I have been watching movies every night before I go to sleep.. Sometimes, this is a way to kill a sleepless night... Also, I tend to watch happy movies.. Of cos, those funny ones.. I dun wan to be thinking of the sad plot while tossing my bed...

I prayed to God today that the first bus would be my bus and God answered my prayers... I always believe that once a day started well, the rest of the day would follow... LOL.. And indeed today, I felt happier through out...

Think God send someone to speak to me today... One of the advertisers I called actually tell me that faith drives everything... That if you put your faith in the earthly ways, you will get earthly results.. And if you have faith with God, you will get heavenly results...

To thin that a advertiser actually tell me that... I guess that must be an angel sent by God... LOL..

Friday, May 07, 2010

Secrets...

I just registered a wordpress account a while ago... I have decided to change to wordpress le!!! Reason? I need some pirvacy.. I need a space where I can write my secrets... LOL

Secrets yea right...

But now wordpress website seem to have some problem... erm.. I will try again at a later time...

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

It's such a long time...

Yes, I've been so busy and lazy to blog.. It's time to update on Fairy's life... Though so, but I'm not living a Fairy life... LOL...

Someone told me... Your life is controlled by your thoughts... How you think affects your everything!!! Which is really true... I think...

Back to the trip... My trip is a fruitful one... As in... I've learnt and experience things I've never had in Singapore... Well, the shopping part is a little on the lower side... Not much time in Taiwan to get local products except some "tie dan" metal eggs??? LOL.. Taiwan is a nice place with very good weather... It's much cooler than Singapore ( no sticky sticky) however my face becomes very very dry... 3 days in Taiwan is really not enufff...

Days in HK were bad as compared to TW... I dunno if I am not used to the food or the enviroment... I became sick on the second day and vomitted through out the night... The food I ate taste bad for the first few days... But on the last 2 days, I finally taste proper food... I got scolded twice by Honkeys on my first day there... Of cos, communication is a big barrier to me there... I understand very minor Cantonese if spoken slowly... But you know everyone in HK speaks like bullet train so... I guess you folks can guess how many question marks I had over there...

There was once I was so angry that I blunted out and blabber non-stop scolding them... Yes, it's so reputation spoiling... D:

HK was a bad experience but I learnt many things... But I know things happen for my own good...

I hope I have more patience, have more self-control and think more positively at bad things... I hope I will learn to let things go its own course and not grab tightly on controlling the situation... And I would not be easily disappointed if things dun go well but see things from another point of view...

I really hope so... At least, I will be happier like that... :D

Please keep me in prayers if you read this post... I am really very thankful... :)