Good bye 2006...

1 more day... 1 more day to 2007... Can you believe it.. In just a blink of eye and once again we are welcoming another new year..

Emm.. thinking back, 2006 was a great year, a year of learning, filled with joys and sorrows.. Learnt many things.. Learn to be joyful, learn to take things easy when tough time comes.. Catch up with many old friends.. Poly friends.. Ex colleages.. Seen many stories... real life stories..

Year end is also a time that we have our appraiser done for the year.. Emm.. How should i say.. For 1 year, imagine yourself working so hard, stay up late, do timeless OT for your company.. One way to solve some tough issues is being calm so that you are able to think of the next step.. But for a passer by point of view, he or she may think that you lack the sense of urgency.. So wat can i say.... Nothing.. After listening on how people actually think of your working attitude, after putting so much effort in doing for the company, how can one not be LM ( Low Moral). I hated the system to the core.. Damn sick and tired, felt like burning it with fire.. When will it be ready?? How can i wait for the full systems to be up..
But one thing i can't denied that the people there is really not that bad.. Of cos there are still good and bad people in a company but its not too bad there.. The only good things i can say abt my company is the people good only.. Other than that i can't think of any le..

Fairy wants to be a happy and confident girl again.. But she seems to be lost some where.. Lost in her own little fairy land.. She can't laugh as happily as before.. She looks around her.. Things are still as beautiful, but seems to lack of a little bit of something, something she can't really figure out.. She goes around, looking for what's missing.. The more Fairy sees, the more Fairy becomes disappointed.. Fairy becomes dishearted.. Not that nothing around her is beautiful but she sees more of the other side of the forest.. Something dark, something that stalks her past.. She began to cry.. Tears soon becomes dry.. Numb is the word to describe her...

A Wet Christmas Eve...

Today's Christmas Eve... And now its raining.. So is my heart... Heavy and burden.. I know i should let go.. I know it should not be that case.. But still i am ready to take the result.. In my heart, I have a definete answer already.. Just that in either way, its still going to hurt.. So wat can i do.. This is the down time that i really damn hate.. I know i should not think that way, my spirit is willing but my flesh is weak.. Easier said than done... I may need some time to digest it.. A few days? A few months? A few years?!! God, not again, I hate dealing things regarding this.. Can i really pass this test? Can i pass it thru a willing heart.. Will i not think back the past? How will i even be able to let it go.. Sick and Tired... Feel like sleeping... Clear my mind of this trouble.. I can't put my heart to do any thing.. Its raining... Really raining... Very heavily...

Christmas Celebration @ Blue Jazz Cafe

Today we had a early celebration for Christmas at Blue Jazz Cafe. Had taken a number of photos but will not load yet due to my Cam low batt..

Today had a great day celebrating Christmas with a bunch of great pals. Every year Christams is getting different and interesting. Like wise is one's life. On the way home, Michael throw me with a question, " when in thoughts, am i speaking in English or Chinese." I haven really thought of this question yet. Maybe its thru this we can find out our heart language. Great isn't it.. Sometimes different people have different kinds of thoughts, that's y we can learn more from one another.

Kind of worry for our Princess C, stressful by her studies ba.. Must take care wor and don't think too much for all things are beyond our control. Just do your best and let God do the rest.:)

Sometimes its just like that, things don seem to appear and happen in the way we want it to happen, but in the end of the day, when come to think of it, its the process that happens that grows us. The end result will surely be great, its just a matter of time. Who can predict, who can change? No one..

Missing " DOA"

Today, two great inspectors, namely Jingqi Shelocks and Shelby Homes are out to investigate this case of

" The Missing KK ( DOA) Wanted!"

Scenio 1 ( @ K box @ marina)
11am~5pm (estimated time fame)
Person involve: JQ, Xin hua, Zhihao, Ye hua, JunJie.

Scenio 2 ( @ Killiney Cafe @ Marina)
5pm ~ 7 plus (estimated time fame)
Person involve: JQ, Xin hua, Zhihao and me myself.
Case- KK called JQ at around 5 plus to meet us at Marina Square.

Scenio 3 ( @ Marina Square food court)
7 plus ~ 8 plus (estimated time fame)
Person involve: JQ, Xin hua, Zhihao and me myself.
Case- JQ called KK but to no avail..
Suspect1: KK felt asleep at home?
Suspect 2: KK did not bring along his HP?
Suspect 3: KK was sick?
Suspect 4: KK was called back to urgent meeting?
Suspect 5: KK met an accident? ( Choi!)

Scenio 4 ( @ Tamp Mall)
8 plus~ 10plus (estimated time fame)
Person involve: JQ and me myself.
Case- Once again, JQ and myself called KK but to no avail..
Actions taken: Called KK house and found he was not home.
Prayers were made.
Atmosphere: Heavy..

Was this case of " The Missing KK ( DOA) Wanted!" solve???

>>> to be continued...

Stay with us ( Next episop, " The Truth Reveals.")

Heaven & Earth...

Is it easy for the earth to understand the heavens? Or the vice-versa.. Just two different elements.. Each having different interest going after different goals.. How will then the heavens going to meet the earth.. But from the earth looking up to the heavens, it looks dreamy blue and highly supreme.. And from the heavens looking down to the earth, were great lands of greenery and oceanic blue..

When the heavens comes to meet the earth, they found out to have a great difference.. Each of different heights, different views, different satisfactions. Heavens would wish for the great wind to come by and bring along its clouds to somewhere far.. While the earth would wish for the heavens to rain forth to its land..

Is it too wrong for the heaven to wish for a greater measure of wind or is it too wrong for earth to wish for more rain upon its land...

Or should there be a compliment of both.. Forming a cycle? When the great winds come by to bring the clouds to a greater heights, while the weight is too heavy for the heavens to bear and therefore bring forth its rain onto the land..

How will then the heavens understand the need for rain to the earth so that the earth could bear more fruits.. How will then the earth understand the need for the heaven to bring forth its clouds to a greater measure of area to see the land..

My Tongue, the Killer!

Goodness me.. I am now chatting to a friend, long time no see friend in the msn. He say i Ar Lian??!!! Long time, people never say me like that le. But still nice chatting with him. I realise that i have been more open recently. Dare to say many things that i don't use to say.
Sometimes because of my openness( something out of the mouth but never thru the brain) Jia lat, later i will bear the consequences. Haiz.. That's y, later regret no use le. Have been creating quite a lot of trouble with my mouth recently because of my mood swing and say what i want to say before i think. Its killing me! So watch out for your tongue, for it can be a good weapon to kill or to encourage.
My D & D photos are up!! Can go to the below link to see it! Not much photos, some cannot load up dunno why also.
http://shelbychua.blogs.friendster.com/photos/westech_d_d/
Daily prayers, "God tame my Tongue, and bless me."

D & D ( Hollywood/ Bollywood) 1 Dec 06'

Just reach home from Pan pacific hotel. Had our company D & D with the theme " Hollywood, Bollywood". For me i have dress myself to be a Indian lady, don really look like maybe becos i am too fair.. This guy from the IND office name Raju came and was "a little too high" was inviting everyone in the ballroom to dance... A little too much of it.. All of us just find him a little weired.. Neng pao jiu pao were our mentally. There were many characters for this year D & D. Best female dress and male award belongs to a lady dress as a Arabian princess and a guy as the guy in star war. ( dunno the name , never watch the show in my life.) The starting were so boring was three people having their grandfather stories, just don understand why can't they tell it to their grand children will do.
A pity that some of us miss the photo taking as we were late for the D & D, dolling ourselves in the hotel room. Room# 1815. That a bad hotel, a nice place with great scenery. Due to my cam were in its "sleeping mode" will load to show u guys some of the wonderful dresses we wore.

Characters of the day: " Arabian princess, Marilyn Morron, French Maid, Ind ladies, Sexy ladies, cinderella, Victoior princess, Princess Fiona, Matrix, LOTR, warrior, Samurai, Underworld leader, Star war, Musketies......

Not a bad day but just that a lot of us have lost our voice. So pls hear my sexy voice..