傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Numerology

Guess wat? I went to see a fortune teller!!! and it's way of fortune telling is numerology... And I tell u.. It really really acurate... It's so accurate that its so scary...

Hmmm... I do not know how many percent of it I should believe... At first it wasn't very accurate but adding on my pin yin name to the caculations, it's so accurate lor.. 1 of the thing that she said had already happen!!!

I shall not go into the details...

OC girl...

Went service last Sunday.. And had a goo catch up with JQ after that... Actually before that, we past by orchard central and was asked by a couple of police looking models to participte in the OC girl competition.. MY entertain her as she was her classmate in SIM... I follow out of curiousity... I hope it doesn't kill the cat... LOL... Then JQ came along becos of the attractive prizes.. LOL...

OK, so they did our hair then our make up... My hair... Hhmmm.. I felt tha the hair stylist has got magical hands... One touch and my hand looked so volume... Which is perfect... Our make up is really thick and the fake eye lashes is so heavy and a barrier to our vision...

Ok.. Here goes Miss Shelby Chua after the makeover...

It's time to take a step out...

Ok I am going to Taipei then to Hong Kong this April... I was pretty scare actually.. Its my first time doing things alone overseas... ( *besides shopping.. Hehe)

I am attending the exhibition there alone and plus find my way to the convention alone, attending to the booth alone and worst of all, all alone in the hotel room... I always hear stories about dirty stuff in hotel... Like taps turning on by itself... Shaking beds in the night... Shadows on the walls...foot steps sounds outside the door... Eeewww...

Today, we had the association AGM in Soup Restaurant at Vivo City... wooo, the food is good... Much better than our Wednesday dinner at JP's Pu tian ( for Mum's B'day)... I always heard nice reviews abt Pu tian and were really anticipating but the food is much lower than my expectations... Soup Restaurant was almost execellent.. Almost every single food they brought out to us were more than passable... I got some pics from one of the exco members...


Samsui Chicken


I think this is fried fish... its good as well!!!

We had this brocolli dish and I guess the waitress is from Malaysia so her pronouncation weren't very clear.. and she introduced it to us as "chicken hercules" instead of " chicken brocolli" so I was giggling away and my president kept asking the waitress to pronouce it again and again...

Rainbow after the rain...

Lately, I am facing a huge turmoil... I am struggling everyday over almost everything... I guess its a wrong turn that cause me so much trouble... I always think back and recall should I was given a chance to return would I do the same... For many things, I didn't regret though i struggle a lot after certain decisions made... but ultimatly, I am satified , grateful and happy...

Turning back, I do regret for this particular wrong turn I took... But regretting is too late.. But yet, I do not know how to handle it... what should I do?

I hope my lifetime wouldn't have too much turmoil. It will kill me one day... LOL..

10 years later I be reading my blog again and see how I spend my time in my twenties...


May there be a rainbow after the rain!!!

Some people just like to solve problems. Why dun they do something to prevent problems from surfacing...

Anyway, JQ msn me that she dreamt of me last night... It was a ridiculous dream.... LOL...

She dreamt that I bought a house at orchard road, however the house has no doors and no security... Then Gman and KK build the door for me but with no lock... So everyone came and took my clothes and food away... Then JQ chase them off and asked me to do something to the security... Oh yes, and there were leaking pipes too but Gman and KK were too tired after building the door... And I ask JQ to stay overnight at my place... Oh and she said that I look very happy...

Hmmm... Any Joseph around to interceed the dream? Is God trying to speak something to me? Or to JQ?

My stomach has been very upset lately... Before breakfast, I tout i was too hungry but after a heavy breakfast, I felt as hngry as before!!! Pretty ridiculous!!!

Scripture says that everything is summed up in the commandment that we love God first, above all else, and that we love other people as we love ourselves. Do that and you fulfill all of God's requirements (Matthew 36:37-40).

God casts the responsibility on us to choose that which is best for us. These choices come inevitably from the judgments we make about what reflects our highest selves.

(Thumps up!!!)

Preparing for a new day tomorrow... I have been thinking a lot lately due to some unforeseen circumstances.. Things that I never expected to happen happened... I happen to watch a portion of Bolt in Disney Channel today and realise something that I've been forgetting thru these years... Okay, I am a peace maker and I don really like arguements... I would try not to bring up or speak future should I feel that things is not going on well.. well most of the time... And like that, I became very unspoken and less rightous...

I guess arguements would happen should things really have to be rectify itself... And often I wouldn't be very rightous as if i would bring the right things up a heated agruement will happen... I used to do that I hate to be in the mess and guilt for yelling at people... Okay, thats one reason why I dun attend church lately.. LOL.. cos i know I will always feel very bad...

You know the feeling in the situation when you cannot agree with certain point and hope to be understood? But was often "force" to accept in certain ways but if it really hit my limits and I will start to rectify? And becos there were disagreements and things would often gets heated up? And your voice gets louder and causes many mean words? And you feel very guilty after that?

Yea.. That's what I am talking abt...

But this show Bolt struck me... That this world have to have disagreements and arguements so that things would get rectified, you would get heard and also causes relationships to get closer...

I think disney cartoon always have lots of morals in it... LOL