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After the trip, I have to wash the dishes everyday... Help my dad for the entire weekend... I really really really hate to help out at the stall... My dad is the number 1 hardest person to work with.... I rather work 7 days a week in office rather than help out my dad... Haiz... I reallly hope to move out someday... Like my brother is really having a good life now... Though he is not married yet, but he lives in his gf house wit his future MIL to help him in dishes and he do not need to help my dad any more...

I really pray to be contented... I need the wisdom to be smart as well... I felt that sometimes I really do things without using my brains, and after the big effort I put in, everything gone to a waste... Sometimes, i do look up to my boss for that...

Sometimes, I wonder where did I misplace my brains... I felt really stupid... and useless...