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Once again, i am back. Its super damn sick and tired of having computer down again and again and again. God has been testing my patience recently. This day 29 Nov 06' is one day that i won't Foget. Can I say that i am lucky or am i unlucky. Now this depends on one's point of view. For my side i feel the both. This morning, was walking towards my company after alighting from the bus. The bird shit missed me just one step ahead. Upon reaching the office, i was feeling extremely moody, dunno why also, just no much in the mood for fun and talking. Just hate that feeling, can't get it off. When to the toilet to pee and realise that my great aunt came to visit me. Man!! Can you believe it.. My D & D's on the coming Fri and here comes this... 2nd blow of the day. Was really wondering is it this that cause my mood swing or is it some other factors.. Weather? Satan attack? Or is it me myself? Had lunch with one of my supplier, the food is not that bad, just that this moody thingy is taking my appeitite away. When back office, customer, accounts side kept giving me all kinds of problems.. What is this?! Third blow of the day! Towards the last few hours of the office hours, this moody thingy still gets its way and is affecting me so much that i fall into this dumb depression mode. Self pity came in, I felt a sense of abandon, stressful and tired. Felt like close my eyes and everythings's gone. But no matter how many times i did so, the feeling is still there. Amazing isn't it. After all my urgent cases closes, its time to meet JQ, XH and Gis. ( Was supose to surprise Gis for her Birthday) Even though my feeling was still moody but meeting up with them was a kind of relieve. Took a cab, drink a cup of tea in the coffee shop while waiting for JQ for the signal to come in.. Haha very funny.. Think its a successful surprise. Due to XH Hp was low batt, can't manage to get her, so was loitering ard Serangoo, hoping to see her. But in the end we met in Mac. Had a great time even though its very short. Sprouting all kinds of craps.. Not only that but also had a great talk together. Learning and enjoying one another. Sometimes i was thinking. Is it that because of ALL the bad things that happen in life so then can we know how to enjoy and give thanks to the good things around us. Isn't God so amazing? How then can we understand the greatness and the wisdom that he possess? Maybe after one meet Him ba..
Just love blogging because really find that it releases what's there in my brain . Some may find it negative.( if so, and if its affecting you then pls block reading my blog) Just a heart of openess, being myself and learning how to express myself.