Wisdom.. I am craving for it...

I was wondering... what's happening to me? I have been tired and very listless.. Because of that, i often suffer from headaches and the feeling of vomit is always there..

I used to be rather noisy and love laughing for nothing but all these were slowly fainting away.. Down the years.. I wonder am I getting mature that cause these huge changes in me..

I prefer to speak less now....

I becomes very forgetful.. I can't even remember one's name after repeating for 2 weeks.. I can't remember which company my friends work even we have been repeating it..

I becomes a selective listener.. My mind oftens operate at blank mode..

Are these good things that i should turn away from my previous childish acts? I doubt so..

So what's happening to me?

Thoughts: I need strength and wisdom...