Time can change things...

Sorry folkls, I've got no time to upload the pictures in my camera.. Sorry, pls give me some time.. Thanksy.. :)

Now i am feeling very anxious on our Christmas party.. Its 6 Nov today and I haven started with our scripts for my MC role.. By now, you must know that Cecil and myself will be the MC of the night.. And being a mousey girl with a mousey voice, Fairy's afraid to speak into the mic..

I must thank Cecil and Clarence Tan for providing me great advise on links I can go into to deal with this role.. But i am still so scare.. God, pls help me...

It must years of not touching of these stuff that ended me up like a mouse to face these type of events.. Looking back I am amaze that i can do things beyond my own imagnation.. Organising unit outings, Starlet night and etc... It must be HIS Strength.. Not mine..

I am so disappointed with myself.. Why am I only relying on Him when i needed Him.. Why when things go well and smooth, I would pat on my shoulders to glorify myself.. Why am I always asking for more when He has already given me few.. Why am I looking at grasses elsewhere instead at the patch I am standing on...

Perhaps the treasure I am holding on is not Him afterall.. Its the treasure of the earth and myself at heart..

Its the heart that matter not the mind.. My mind tells me these but never wins over the heart... The heart desire burn within with energy that releases to the body, influening the heart mind and soul..