Didn't blog for around a week i think... I am so busy... Damn busy... Busy with my new job, busy with my life... Things don't seem to be very smooth this time round... In every area.. And I mean EVERY area...
Pondering and waiting for a miracle to happen... Sometimes, I really felt that there's no one there you can rely on.. As in a real person... I mean beside God, you also need some physical care from people around you.. You need recognition too... I know people who care and I truely appreciate it but sometimes u will wonder... How can this friendship last...
Would it be another.... When you are close, you are real close.. When you are going into another phase of life... Or in another direction, things change... When you see each other, its like familiar strangers...
Or perhaps its just another emo thingy... Oh Come on... You need to move on... Yes Yes... Perhaps its all my fault... My problem... My chacacter.... My personility... Or whatever...
My heart is so upset to hear certain news... I wonder if God feels, if so, why doesn't He heal...
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