With the year coming to an end, X'mas is also around the corner to greet us.. What a nice time Jesus had chose to be born.. Lol.. Looking back at 2008... I'm really amazed with this rat year pathed in front of me.. Many things happen this year which really make me grow and learn big time...
During the first 4 months of the year was a great and smooth sailing period where everything goes as per normal...
It was when I deceided to take a step of faith to really explore into the MICE industry when things started to change... Life is getting busier and great thoughts run thru this little mind of mine... Things with MGG were going on well then but I thought further and made a big and bold decision to break up with him.. Yea, he is a nice guy but maybe its just not in God's plan.. I was utterly sad then but I knew this decision have to be made to save me from further pain in the future.. It was then a busy time in my company where it was very close to the show and these things were put to the back of my mind for a moment... It was also great to have the bros and sis support then..
Butterfly Black was then form.. We were so passionate and took much effort to meet up almost every weekend to play music we love... Busy with BB and the show, MGG was almost off my mind at that point of time... It was also around that time, I got to know X... X and myself hit off pretty well...
After a while, BB worked together for this event Unveil, a competition and amazingly for the quality of music we produced, we actually got the 1st runner up... It was great to have supportive fans... lol... Music was like number 1 in my life then...
As BB comes to work together, rubbing of shoulders is unavoidable and who knows after Unveil, BB was sort of like disbanded silently.. It was heartbreaking to see it fall apart right before your eyes... And with the busy schedules, everyone hardly bother much..
X and myself went out quite often then but due to certain issues and bla bla bla.. Things remains as it was... I felt rather played on and was rather sadden but trying to be a proactive optimistic person, I tried to soak myself in people who love me and they are non other then the bros and sis in my cg...
Things were just picking up then when the largest hit blew right in Fairy's face... The recession soon came... And Fairy never thought that these would occur in her life but one big news hit her hard enuff to wake her from her slumber.. Her eyes began to see.. Things she never bother so much have become a threat in her life... She begans to doubt... She begans to learn.. Things ain't as simple as she thought.. She was depressed... Things that she thought she has forgotten were once again pulled out images after images in front of her eyes... Things make her wonder.. Wonder why things happen and were things happening for her good.. She asked God for some answers... But each time to find silence...
She forced a smile on her face everyday but to remember the forgotten after she turned her head.. She tries to hide her face and soaked her nights in tears every day... She prayed hard for God to remove the pain... She prayed hard for God to heal... But time and again, she got tired...
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