It seems like i have lost touch with my bloggy for some time.. I have been busy going through and making new chapters in my life..

Sometimes, the spirit the strong but the flesh is weak. There is so many things i wan to do but was chuck to a corner.. Not becos i wAs busy but lazy..

After a while things became stagnant.. My motivation to work drops tremenously.. In an obvious way, i was late most of the time.. At work, i have lots of things on hand but i could stare into the monitor for hours.. Tat is not a good thing.. And i dreed tat..

And soon illness n age caught up.. It sound as if i am some 40 year old lady blogging now.. Lol.. I got into some very serious gastric matters n vommitted for days n my tummy got the way i desired, flat n slim but it was of no joy.. It felt really bad with aches now n then..

In the train on the way to work now.. I am trying to motivate myself once again.. I left house slightly earlier today..

I hope some motivate will ignite in me and i will start looking forward to work..

Sign off,
Fairy