In my cozy bed

I've been lying & tossing in bed for sometime.. I love to do thinking at nite.. Especially to reflex my thoughts & bla bla bla.. This phase keep coming to me for these past weeks, "let go of the past & move on.."

Probably its my sub conscious mind that always bring me to some past memories.. Of cos, in my heart i know its been long gone n things will change.. Like wat my coy like to use this phase, the only constant is change..

Yea, and probably fairy has to buck up abit to adapt to changes in her life..

Like any other person, fairy hopes to lead to great life ahead. A life of excitement, a life of joy, a life of blessings, and being someone who thinks quite logically, fairy battled her thoughts with her Father, her Lord..

And because of this simple reason, she always struggle with making decisions.. Simply trusting is always accompanied by battling, logical thoughts of the human mind..

Tat's probably the lack of faith tat causes so many conflicts within..

Nowadays fairy sees uncertainities ahead.. It seem like every step she takes are like stepping onto stones on the water.. And anxiety sets in..

She looks back at the days where decisions are made for her.. Certain pathways everyone tat are pathed for them..

Its time to grow up.. And fairy seem so foolish to have be reminded of such things after stepping into adulthood for so many years..

I sure hope like wat the bible says, for when u are weak then u are strong.