Its been a while since there are any updates on fairy's life.. Last year end to the start of this year has been a rough one.. I am really glad that the grace of the lord see me thru it.. I am very thankful to know jesus in my life and i pray nothing can take away the love he has given me..
Being new in this job last year is a challenage.. A new industry, new challenge, new things to learnt.. I am so negative last year that i dreed working.. I felt push to the wall by uncertainties and things i cannot control push me to the brink.. I complained everyday abt my job and the rubbing shoulders moments with my colleagues.. I felt i am always put down by some of them.. Of cos, I understand some people like to put others down so that their role is seemingly more significant.. I totally understand that and i learnt to take things like that with a pinch of salt..
God spoke to me in ways i believe he understand me the best to give me advice in his way and timing.. A regretful moment though i took last year made we went off course and tear me deep inside.. Again.. Its the imperfect people of this world is tearing me down to make them feel significant.. I admit i am deeply hurt in many ways.. And i regret things i did and words i said.. However, God lead me to close the chapter in my life in the start of the year.. I learnt to put things down easier.. Not that i dun care, just that i know god has better plans for me and i need.. Or rather i want that blessing from God.. Things i wan deeply might not be the best or the most suitable for me.. I learnt to wait upon the lords timing and trust that whatever situation i am in now is where god wanna me to be.. I learnt to appreciate little things in my life, family and friends.. I thank god for wonderful people he place around me.. I am not a expressive person who express my feeling or gratitude to people.. But i really love and appreciate the people he place around me..
This new chapter of life he has once again open and cleanse will always be victorious! In the name of our Lord Jesus Christ i proclaim.. Amen!
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