傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Numerology

Guess wat? I went to see a fortune teller!!! and it's way of fortune telling is numerology... And I tell u.. It really really acurate... It's so accurate that its so scary...

Hmmm... I do not know how many percent of it I should believe... At first it wasn't very accurate but adding on my pin yin name to the caculations, it's so accurate lor.. 1 of the thing that she said had already happen!!!

I shall not go into the details...

OC girl...

Went service last Sunday.. And had a goo catch up with JQ after that... Actually before that, we past by orchard central and was asked by a couple of police looking models to participte in the OC girl competition.. MY entertain her as she was her classmate in SIM... I follow out of curiousity... I hope it doesn't kill the cat... LOL... Then JQ came along becos of the attractive prizes.. LOL...

OK, so they did our hair then our make up... My hair... Hhmmm.. I felt tha the hair stylist has got magical hands... One touch and my hand looked so volume... Which is perfect... Our make up is really thick and the fake eye lashes is so heavy and a barrier to our vision...

Ok.. Here goes Miss Shelby Chua after the makeover...

It's time to take a step out...

Ok I am going to Taipei then to Hong Kong this April... I was pretty scare actually.. Its my first time doing things alone overseas... ( *besides shopping.. Hehe)

I am attending the exhibition there alone and plus find my way to the convention alone, attending to the booth alone and worst of all, all alone in the hotel room... I always hear stories about dirty stuff in hotel... Like taps turning on by itself... Shaking beds in the night... Shadows on the walls...foot steps sounds outside the door... Eeewww...

Today, we had the association AGM in Soup Restaurant at Vivo City... wooo, the food is good... Much better than our Wednesday dinner at JP's Pu tian ( for Mum's B'day)... I always heard nice reviews abt Pu tian and were really anticipating but the food is much lower than my expectations... Soup Restaurant was almost execellent.. Almost every single food they brought out to us were more than passable... I got some pics from one of the exco members...


Samsui Chicken


I think this is fried fish... its good as well!!!

We had this brocolli dish and I guess the waitress is from Malaysia so her pronouncation weren't very clear.. and she introduced it to us as "chicken hercules" instead of " chicken brocolli" so I was giggling away and my president kept asking the waitress to pronouce it again and again...

Rainbow after the rain...

Lately, I am facing a huge turmoil... I am struggling everyday over almost everything... I guess its a wrong turn that cause me so much trouble... I always think back and recall should I was given a chance to return would I do the same... For many things, I didn't regret though i struggle a lot after certain decisions made... but ultimatly, I am satified , grateful and happy...

Turning back, I do regret for this particular wrong turn I took... But regretting is too late.. But yet, I do not know how to handle it... what should I do?

I hope my lifetime wouldn't have too much turmoil. It will kill me one day... LOL..

10 years later I be reading my blog again and see how I spend my time in my twenties...


May there be a rainbow after the rain!!!

Some people just like to solve problems. Why dun they do something to prevent problems from surfacing...

Anyway, JQ msn me that she dreamt of me last night... It was a ridiculous dream.... LOL...

She dreamt that I bought a house at orchard road, however the house has no doors and no security... Then Gman and KK build the door for me but with no lock... So everyone came and took my clothes and food away... Then JQ chase them off and asked me to do something to the security... Oh yes, and there were leaking pipes too but Gman and KK were too tired after building the door... And I ask JQ to stay overnight at my place... Oh and she said that I look very happy...

Hmmm... Any Joseph around to interceed the dream? Is God trying to speak something to me? Or to JQ?

My stomach has been very upset lately... Before breakfast, I tout i was too hungry but after a heavy breakfast, I felt as hngry as before!!! Pretty ridiculous!!!

Scripture says that everything is summed up in the commandment that we love God first, above all else, and that we love other people as we love ourselves. Do that and you fulfill all of God's requirements (Matthew 36:37-40).

God casts the responsibility on us to choose that which is best for us. These choices come inevitably from the judgments we make about what reflects our highest selves.

(Thumps up!!!)

Preparing for a new day tomorrow... I have been thinking a lot lately due to some unforeseen circumstances.. Things that I never expected to happen happened... I happen to watch a portion of Bolt in Disney Channel today and realise something that I've been forgetting thru these years... Okay, I am a peace maker and I don really like arguements... I would try not to bring up or speak future should I feel that things is not going on well.. well most of the time... And like that, I became very unspoken and less rightous...

I guess arguements would happen should things really have to be rectify itself... And often I wouldn't be very rightous as if i would bring the right things up a heated agruement will happen... I used to do that I hate to be in the mess and guilt for yelling at people... Okay, thats one reason why I dun attend church lately.. LOL.. cos i know I will always feel very bad...

You know the feeling in the situation when you cannot agree with certain point and hope to be understood? But was often "force" to accept in certain ways but if it really hit my limits and I will start to rectify? And becos there were disagreements and things would often gets heated up? And your voice gets louder and causes many mean words? And you feel very guilty after that?

Yea.. That's what I am talking abt...

But this show Bolt struck me... That this world have to have disagreements and arguements so that things would get rectified, you would get heard and also causes relationships to get closer...

I think disney cartoon always have lots of morals in it... LOL

My dad lost his HP from Thailand and I lost my pink HP pouch from Thailand...

他过得很好，我就司比管呢？

Happy Chinese New year!!!

You folks must be surprise to see me here... LOL.. Yes, I am still in office working... Everyone is off for holidays and no one wants to entertain me... And here I am blogging openly in my office...

Of cos, bosses are not around... Last day of work in 2009 in the chinese carlendar, I am actually quite scare... You folks should know by now that I am quite supersitious lately looking for fortune teller and even went to popular and Kinokuniya for fortune books... I am prepared for the next year physically but emotionally I am not too sure...

Oh dear... God, Please comfort your daughter here...

At my work place, I can feel the imtensiveness already as our competitor seem really agreesive and adding stress to boss and myself...

Social life.. I have been hibernating at home and with only a couple of good friends... I know I should mix around with people so as to get my heavy mind occupied... ( incase you dun know, my mind is heavy because I have got big brains)

Love life... Lan Dao Huas....

I am looking forward to 2010, of cos for a better situation... Like the above, I cannot control things and people...

Anyway, Happy Chinese New year!!!

May everyone be happy, healthy and fruitful with knowledge, wisdom and everything in life...

Money is the root of all evil...

I wanna travel....

After the BKK trip, I'm planning for Taiwan this april... However, the HK, China and Tw shows all falls in the month... And initially boss dun allow me to go on leave... But bosses gave an alternative which is attending the Tw show and go there for holiday at the same time... wooHooo... Is it a good thing or a bad thing...

When I look into my account online, my face turned green... ok.. No more spending only saving until my Taiwan trip...

Ok... Pictures taken in BKK using my iPhone... Hmm.. alright I using some Pics from Jq's fb...


Places we went...


Taken at Baiyoke

CNY on the way!!!

I was watching Channel U just now at this Korea drama... I think its a popular drama about this wife who was killed by the husband luckily suvived and came back for revenage... It's my first time watching today so I'm not sure who is who... But some roles are pretty obvious... All in all... The moral of the story... Guys are all jerks... And it is never nice to be under the same roof with your MIL...

When I was young i remember the news timng was always sponsored by Raymond well... And today I saw that it was from this pretty popular Bak Kwa... LOL.. Pretty funny...

CNY is just around the corner... I hope things becomes better... And I am looking forward to this New Year!!!

I'm getting sick....

=(

After the trip, I have to wash the dishes everyday... Help my dad for the entire weekend... I really really really hate to help out at the stall... My dad is the number 1 hardest person to work with.... I rather work 7 days a week in office rather than help out my dad... Haiz... I reallly hope to move out someday... Like my brother is really having a good life now... Though he is not married yet, but he lives in his gf house wit his future MIL to help him in dishes and he do not need to help my dad any more...

I really pray to be contented... I need the wisdom to be smart as well... I felt that sometimes I really do things without using my brains, and after the big effort I put in, everything gone to a waste... Sometimes, i do look up to my boss for that...

Sometimes, I wonder where did I misplace my brains... I felt really stupid... and useless...

things have not been good since I came back from Thailand.... Why some people just like to make use of another person... why... can people like that tell me? is it so good abt it... It means nothing to you but it has done a irreversible thing in my heart...

Call me stupid... Blame me stupid....

I hate people like you...

Thailand is just awesome...

I'm Back!!! Touch down in Singapore last mid night... It was a tired but fruitful trip! The gals bought stuff as if those are FOC... I spend like 900 SGD in total ( inclusive of flight , accomodation and expenses) Hooo.. However, I felt that the trip was a great and enjoyable one though we walk until our legs rot...

We felt that chatuchak was a great place however it was raining when we got there and we did not manage to finish our shopping there... We were suppose to stay at Baiyoke Boutique but they upgraded us to Baiyoke Suite which we aren't very happy abt it... The services of Baiyoke hotel and their staff are not really impressive... Everything is about money... Unlike my last stay at Eastin 3 years back (it was still a 3 star hotel then) their services are unconditional... where they treat all their customers with genuine smiles and go all out for them... A huge disppointment for the hotel at Baiyoke... (at least the room is big and cover that lack in them)

Baiyoke is located just in front of Pratunam and just few mins walk to Platimum Mall... It was a cool location and with maximum accesibility... But Chatuchap offers more special stuff all in all ( though prices are at a higher end compared to Pratunam...

Suan Luan was just as good... Prices were indeed much higer but certain goods are still worth the buy...

And MBK, we spend quite a lot of time there too... TNL bought a blackberry there, and we had our phone crystalise there too... Wooo... really kool...

I guess I won't buy any more stuff until my next trip to Taiwan... Hehe...

Well... After this I have to wait for my bonus le... Haiz... After the trip, I am in lack now... Yea, plus my 600 bucks iPhone, I would have spent 1000+

Well, 1 more thing... we met this eerie artist at Suan Luan which gave us all a creep...I shall not go into the details...

anyway, spotted lots of cute boys there... I really like Thailand a lot and hope that I can find a good Thai boy to marry to... Hehe... But I think the chances are slim...

Gotta go... Tomorrow I be back in office slogging again...

BKK.. Here I come...

Flying to BKK in another 12 -13 hours... Hoo... So excited.... Finally I can have a break from the hectic life in Singapore...

After the rain, there's always a rainbow???

The Japan show is finally over!!! BUT... I am still OT-ing for the report... Japanese are very very particular.. However, the one we worked with is more than that...Anyway, I dun feel like talking it... This small fair is a very tedious one.. maybe it's our first time doing a business matching session in Singapore... And it proves hard!!! Plus with Japanese... i am totally baycotting working with them... Hmmm.. Alright, maybe only not with "him"...

Alrights, small fly won't earn more with just a mere show.... ( a tedious one)

After this Japan show, the only reward after this freaking rocky race is their fantastic food which they brought from japan... We got some cream rolls and veg balls from them... BUT this BRINGS MY BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT OF THE YEAR!!!!

Boss and his family ate all the cream rolls becos he says it expires over the weekend... WTH... I dun care abt the veg balls!!! I just want the Cream Rolls!!!! I waited and i felt so angry or rather "buay gan muan" That feeling is just indescriptable... U know Japan Pastry fillled with lots of cream!!! They are the BEST!!! It is so long that I felt like that... since i was a kid... I guess.. It's like leaving your favorite chicken part to eat last and in the end, it dropped onto the floor... It just this feeling!!!

I think the only way to kill this feeling is to stab a knife into my heart... Haiz... I am so so .....................................

My CREAM ROLLS!!!!

My CREAM ROLLS!!!!

I am not expecting a lot for my bonus... I am prepared for another disappointment.. I understand last year's show was not very good... But i hope boss consider only the 4 of us finsih the show... Which IS A GREAT DEAL...

It's only the begining of 2010 and so many unhappy things happened... I hope things get better after CNY... If God is really here... and astrology are fake... Please show me!!!!

iPhone is always on my mind... went Vivo to transfer my M1 line to Singtel.. It was good to see no Q in the singtel dealer shop... I got all documents ready to proceed all the necessity... I even got MY BRO'S IC WITH Me!!!.. when the staff told me that I got black listed by them cos I got unpaied bills...

And this boils down to CC!!!! Stupid CC, still can act blurred... In case u dun know, I sign a residential line for CC years way back as he is from China... And he ran away leaving my name in debts!!! WTF... i am never gotta trust Chinese... i meant Chinese Chinese... not Singapore Chinese... I am not a sterotype... CC, you made me!!!

right! how bad can it go....

After the rain, there's always a rainbow??? How much I can believe in it....


MY CREAM ROLLS....