Someone said she hates herself for being like this and like that.. Which i strongly can indentify and understand her.. Sometimes in hard time, and all bad stuff comes whacking into ur face one after another, u would either react ur best or ur worst.. Which in most cases, the latter.. And thru it, we understand ourself better..

And i read a verse in the bible which says," the world is not a stage".

We are not performing for anyone but ourself.. I guess god allow things to happen for a reason. And to teach us and reveal who we really are.

I hope this testing will not break us but makes us stronger. No matter whether we survive "there" or not. Probably its a beginning for all of us.. A new story to write & tell.