Great Time @ Vila'ge

When to Vila'ge @ Hereen on Saterday to celebrate my Birthday with my unit.. And also my ex- Shepherd, Mei Hua. Had a great catch up with her. Wow... Still remember the times..

Let us talk about the food there..

Venue: Vila'ge @ Hereen

Ratings: *** ( Three stars)

The place is a little village.. Remind me of Jesus and the 12 disciples having their last supper. Some more we sit on the long tables.. Haha..

Right? Like the last Supper right?

Mash Potatoes... Look like Cowdung right?

JiNg Qi and Me

Bottom( Left to right):

MeI Hua( What is she doing??), AmBer.

Top: Me ( Fairy ShelBy)

My Birthday Cheese Cake... Yum* Yum** Woooo... I am one year old.. Still young...

Me and My BiRthDay CaKe...

House Under Renovation...

Wow.. Dunno what went into my mother's mind for having a revamp in my house.. Yesterday is the first day of renovation. And see what happen to my house..
If you find that your house is messy then after u see the below, you be relieve. Trust me.. You would..

The below pictures could make you live in fear. If you are under any medical treatment, you may consider skipping the reviews below.

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Store Room...

Master Bedroom...

My Beloved Room....

My Shoe Rack... Older version of " Andy Lau"??

My Study Area...

My Living Room...

My Kitchen... What Happen!!

Solitaire

I was just playing this card games, Solitaire. I always think that this game is like the diffferent phases in our lifes.

In some games, in the start, you though you got very good cards to start with. But towards the end, you can't even win the game. You are stuck in a situation where you will not win and have to replay another game.

While in some situation, we got all lousy cards in the start where you will start to curse and swear before you start playing. While playing that game, the cards went on smoothly where all the cards you need appear at the right time. And within a short while, you game.

In the same case, many times in our life, where we are in a bad situation, we thought " that's it! " but who knows things turns out fine in the end.. In just work in a nice way.

In some cases, when you see yourself in a good position in a situation but in the end things turns out to be nasty.

We cannot predict what is going to happen. Yes, we work hard for what we want to achieve but many cases, we cannot choose what to happen next. Those are beyond our control.

But still i love playing this games Solitaire because when the cards don't turn out fine, i just click and there's a new game.

A Month in this New Enviroment

Its a long time... My house computer break down so no do blogging for a long long time.. Since i am free in office today.. I shall update here...

Been in this new job for exactly a month now. Life here are much peaceful, no wars, no mind games, no bla bla bla... Its rather relax here as not much things to do.. But still there are unseemable stress taking place in this cold and quiet job space.. Yes, been here for a month yet i don't see sales coming in from my side.. Haiz.. Y like that.. But just take a step as I move on.. See what God can do and lead me to.. Yesterday Lunch when back to my ex-company area to have lunch with them.. Wah.. a great catch up.. I do miss the times... Really...

Was feeling rather depress yesterday night,lying on my bed thinking.. I prayed to God, asking Him to show me his ways.. sometimes i am thinking.. when God shows me a way, will I follow it? Haha.. Many a time i do not follow his and take mine instead...

Wow... Time Flies

Wow.... Had been rather busy lately.. Rather dead... Dead with wat i am doing.. Had learn to take things easy.. Letting go of things that i know i can't control.. Perhaps the best way is letting God take care of the situation.. Not easy of cos.. Things that are dear to us, we tend to hold on even tighter..

But when one learn to let go, things will flow much better.. Or perhaps when one hold on to it too tightly, one is having a higher expectation of it..

Phew... Life is actually very wonderful but i am not perfect.. I am still learning how to see things in its best.. Some times things are not as well as i thought it should be.. Disappointment do come.. When they come, we don see the world as pretty as God have created it..

** Prayer pointers- Help me to understand your thoughts.

I'm Back!!! Piggy Year!!! A Greater Year!!!

Heyo Folks!! I am back to my blogy!! Had been extremely busy previously doing the flower business with my partners. They are none other than "Lao Da" Dennis, Weilin and "Govenor" Huixian.
Want to thank God that i've this chance of learning with this great brother here. Wow.. Really learn so much from his life, this busy man here is super multi tasking lor.. Can study, do project, impart his people and do this flower business.. To be frank, by just doing this flower business is already a stretch to me.. This means that i really have to maximise my time well.. Use it wisely and prioritse.
Weilin is also a great sister that i learnt many things from her. How she deal things, how she speaks to people. How she takes the task assign to her. Wow.. A very willing sister... Really get to know her better thru this business partnership.
Huixian is also another great sister that i have always find that she is a cool and calm sister who deals with issue very clamly. When something crops up, she nevers panic but steadity solve the issue like a peanut case. Wah say!! How u do it huh..
For me, this may not be a big business, not a business that can make us millionair over the night but i really cherish this experience gain, this stronger bond of friendship built, this two weeks of being called "boss", rushing things together, calling one another pass mid night and .....
Finally, i want to give thanks in this new piggy year for everything that has happen and everyone in my life!!!

Signing Off
Love,
Fairy Shelby

Sorry Folks... Was too busy to blog recently... As per promise.... huixian.. Here's the link.. Nice puppets.. But a little * Hmmm*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_0-3UnISJA

Life's short...

Had just finish reading Celine's blog. Can't deny, i did cried a little after reading her lastest post on the death of her coursin. After reading, a sense of urgency did came to me that life is indeed short. Sometimes, we really need to cherish and express our love to our loves ones.

I admit that i failed badly in this area. Fairy's someone with high ego and pride. Saying "I love you" is one thing i have never say to my parents. Showing care to my loves ones is another area i fail to fulfill. Sometimes, i do hate myself for not doing things i ought to do. I don have the guts.

I know i should help, i know i should not shout, i know i should obey but all this, i fail doing so.. I shouted at my mum when i am frustrated, i stood there watching when i should go over to help, i went off while i should stay..

From the bottom of my heart, i really want to show how much i care for them but this "pai say " feeling held me back..

I do admire Celine for having a great childhood. I hated my life before i am 18. I find it my responsibility to meet people's expectations. I hated school. I hate to study. I want to go out, i want dolls, i want pollypocket.
But i always get double of what i do not want and get none of what i wanted.. Getting what i wanted is so hard..
When i was in my primary school days, i hated school. I never get top in class but always the last few. Teachers never seem to care.. Every weekends, others will go out with their parents. Either to zoo or some fun places, but i need to wake up early to my uncle's place to have a 12 hour tuition. Damn it!! I hated to study!! Therfore i always cheated, i will always copy the answers behind the assesment books. I use to play with cars and train when i was young because i get to play the toys pass down from my brother.. I long to play my own toys. I have my own toys, but its rare..
Sometimes, i don't know why am i born in this world for? Living for others.. Making others happy, thinking that they knew wat's best for me.. But they never knew how i felt.. I felt like dying.. Jumping off from westin..

Like a rubber band, when a tension is given to a side, it tends to bounch back to the other way.. Likewise is human life..
Now i buy many toys.. I come back home late.. I work for what i want.. Not what others want me to be.. But what i am convicted to be..
In this way, i am happier, i prefer living life this way...

Beyond Rocks!!!

Does new things always brings excitment? Probably... Had been playing my new guitar for the past few days, for hours.. Had been going into Youtube, loading Beyond's live concert to watch.. Cool!!! Just love seeing them so much... esp the basser and guitarist... Wooo..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kjnf_95XWLE

Cool Taggy!!!

Finally... My own Taggy is up!! Pls tag me!! Any one!!! Just Tag me!!!! Haha!! Sounds so desperate.. Haha.. Anyways..Today had a long and busi day.. Really sad to hear certain news abt Celine's coursin.. Really must pray for him, think this kind of things is not up to wat we can do le but to wat HE can do.. Don worry.. Let's keep him in prayers.. God work wonders..

When to Peninsular to look for a guitar.. Not much choice, so Clarence suggested that we go to Bras Brasar to look for more choice.. Got to Swee Leng, then to our surprise... we saw Veronica!!! Wow... Cool.. She works there full time.. Cool.. Next time can go there to look for her liao... Then maybe also have staff discount.. Hehe.. *Evil Grin*

Reach home happily to tune the guitar.. But to my surprise!! The last two strings are rusty!!! *Arghhh....* Kena again... Then cannot tune properly cos strings are rusty.. Or maybe my tunning skill lousy.. HAha.. Nvm tml ask my sister to go westmall buy cum tune string... Hee...Whooo.. Yeah.. Still very happy... Got a guitar with clear and sharp sound.. Woo.. at only $72...

Time for my beauty sleep... Tml still need to work.. See ya folks soon..

*Thoughts: Resolutions Of The Year 2007*

Happy 2007!!!

Wow... Its 2007 already.. 2007 will surely be a greater year ahead i believe.. I couldn't denied that i was having quite a little problem in 2006.. but God is still good, thru the bad times, He still places many great sisters and friends around me.. I really want to thank them for standing with me thru this tough times... Thank you!!!
Yesterday when to Sentosa, Palawan beach to count down 2007.. Of cos, its not as happening in Siloso but still we really did enjoy there.. Really very happy... Here'a a link to see photos of my Erine and Bert having a great and Romantic time at the beach..
http://shelbychua.blogs.friendster.com/photos/sentosa_countdown/
Think i am really getting older.. Used to be able to dawn till morning but nowadays i need to catch some sleep.. Can't manage to stay awake..
Play games.. Eat cake.. Eat tuna.. Talk... and bla bla bla.. Woo... So funny esp the game, " chop chilli chop.. Play long le very tiring but quite fun...
Cheers to All... Have a great year ahead!!!

Good bye 2006...

1 more day... 1 more day to 2007... Can you believe it.. In just a blink of eye and once again we are welcoming another new year..

Emm.. thinking back, 2006 was a great year, a year of learning, filled with joys and sorrows.. Learnt many things.. Learn to be joyful, learn to take things easy when tough time comes.. Catch up with many old friends.. Poly friends.. Ex colleages.. Seen many stories... real life stories..

Year end is also a time that we have our appraiser done for the year.. Emm.. How should i say.. For 1 year, imagine yourself working so hard, stay up late, do timeless OT for your company.. One way to solve some tough issues is being calm so that you are able to think of the next step.. But for a passer by point of view, he or she may think that you lack the sense of urgency.. So wat can i say.... Nothing.. After listening on how people actually think of your working attitude, after putting so much effort in doing for the company, how can one not be LM ( Low Moral). I hated the system to the core.. Damn sick and tired, felt like burning it with fire.. When will it be ready?? How can i wait for the full systems to be up..
But one thing i can't denied that the people there is really not that bad.. Of cos there are still good and bad people in a company but its not too bad there.. The only good things i can say abt my company is the people good only.. Other than that i can't think of any le..

Fairy wants to be a happy and confident girl again.. But she seems to be lost some where.. Lost in her own little fairy land.. She can't laugh as happily as before.. She looks around her.. Things are still as beautiful, but seems to lack of a little bit of something, something she can't really figure out.. She goes around, looking for what's missing.. The more Fairy sees, the more Fairy becomes disappointed.. Fairy becomes dishearted.. Not that nothing around her is beautiful but she sees more of the other side of the forest.. Something dark, something that stalks her past.. She began to cry.. Tears soon becomes dry.. Numb is the word to describe her...

A Wet Christmas Eve...

Today's Christmas Eve... And now its raining.. So is my heart... Heavy and burden.. I know i should let go.. I know it should not be that case.. But still i am ready to take the result.. In my heart, I have a definete answer already.. Just that in either way, its still going to hurt.. So wat can i do.. This is the down time that i really damn hate.. I know i should not think that way, my spirit is willing but my flesh is weak.. Easier said than done... I may need some time to digest it.. A few days? A few months? A few years?!! God, not again, I hate dealing things regarding this.. Can i really pass this test? Can i pass it thru a willing heart.. Will i not think back the past? How will i even be able to let it go.. Sick and Tired... Feel like sleeping... Clear my mind of this trouble.. I can't put my heart to do any thing.. Its raining... Really raining... Very heavily...